On Monday, we spent the day in the office doing the zone leader verifications. Basically, a 15-minute phone call talking about the plans that the zone leaders have for their zone, and if there are any special needs that should be addressed, for example, missionaries that are struggling, disobedience, or depression. I am responsible for seven zones, so there were seven phone calls.
On Tuesday, we went to pick up the new missionaries from the airport. The day was spent in training and devotionals with President and the "news". At night, we walked them to their hotel.
On Wednesday, the new missionaries went to start their new visas, and my companion and I were in charge of a training session for the trainers. Afterwards, the "news" were assigned to their trainers, and started leaving to work in their sectors. That's when the old missionaries, the ones that are ending their mission started to show up. They took a self-sufficiency class, and we went to the mission home, where we ate dinner. While they took their class, Elder Jacobson and I barbecued a lamb for the dinner. It was definitely an odd experience, and not one that I expected to have on the mission. After dinner, there was a devotional with the "olds", and a farewell get-together, and then they went to their hotel.
On Thursday, we drove a few hours to the airport, and dropped the "olds" off for their flight. It was really weird, because we were dropping off Hermana Latham. She arrived on the mission with me from the MTC, and it was like deja vu being in the same airport, except now she's leaving and I'm still here. As I dragged her suitcases into the airport, I distinctly remembered helping her with her bags a year and a half earlier, and it was a strange feeling. Anyway, after they left, we had to plan the Zone Leader Council that was going to take place on the next day, so we did that for the rest of the day.
On Friday, we were in charge of making sure that the Zone Leader Council went smoothly, and that it was an edifying experience for everyone. As part of the council, my companion and I gave 10-minute talks, and we were both scrambling to prepare the morning of. All in all, the morning went well. That afternoon, we took some time to meet with a missionary who has been having some depression problems. We took him and his companion out for ice cream, and just talked. I've never had to deal with a disobedient missionary, or a missionary who wanted to go home, or a missionary with mental or emotional problems. It was a strange experience, and I'm not very good at it.
As far as cambios [transfers] went, I felt pretty comfortable with everything. It was nice to already be familiar with the process, having served in the office before. The real big difference, is that now my companion and I are in charge of overseeing the ENTIRE process, not just playing a role. You have to be able to solve problems on the run.
So, being AP is a lot of work. It's not without its perks, like driving everywhere, and living in the penthouse suite, but it's pretty stressful and demanding. The cool part is that we have the ability to influence the entire mission for good. I feel like everything I've learned on the mission, from el rescate in the office, to being a district leader in Rio Bueno, and being a zone leader in Valdivia, has been preparing me for these next 4.5 months that I'll be AP. I hope I don't screw it up. I feel like I'm going to learn a lot more about how to love everyone, regardless of perceived faults or shortcomings.
-Elder Crotzer









